can somone just stop feeling the way they did
last week?how they can go from loving you to
death and always thinking about you, to never
thinking about you ... and never saying i love you,
it makes me feel like i am insane for every loving him,
and i love shelby to death, but it just hurts when
you love someone and they don't love you,
Nick was my everything even though we
only knew each other for a month, it felt
like a year, we talked on the phone
almost everyday, now im luck if i
get a message from the kid or a reply
from a comment, he replys to everyone
else, except me..how can he stop caring
and i can't, how can he forget me and i can't..
. i dont understand it!.. and it hurts so fucking
badly. and everytime i ask im if i did something
wrong he says no. but like i can see im pissing
him off by asking the question, but i feel like i
did, like i made you hate me some how. i
dont know.. if it was the whole chaela
commenting everybody that is so lame okay
and i said im sorry so many times it ain't even
funny, but i dont want to act emo and i dont
want to be depressed. i had to go through this
before. sigh.. why can't he just love me again...
and why can't we hang out like we used too..
and talk as much.. and why can't i make you laugh
anymore. or have you make me laugh. i used to
look at you and smile and feel all comfortable.
but lately i just felt like crying my fucking eyes out....
< so please don't call me emo because i ain't >
im not off cutting myself. " people who live
in fat asses, shouldn't throw stones " --
yupp thats how i feel bitches, so please someone
help me, well i think all i need is him to make me feel
better, but thats not happening anytime soon is it?
the answer is..... no it's not dumb ass.. so stop
believeing he'll come back because he won't he
doesn't love you, and he's just like Mikhail he only
said that to make u feel happy, well im out,
^ Strini ^ ...> | 
